If I have any good moments that bring back the closest feelings of how my body once felt when normal, this would happen late at night and just before I am ready for bed, and of course when this ” normal ” feeling has no use to me. I have often found myself walking and gathering up speed walking backwards and forwards from one end of my home to the other with the biggest grin on my face, as if to say, hey look at me I feel almost back to normal whilst making the most of this feeling before I hit my bed. For the last three or four years I had forgotten what this feeling feels like, well this is the closest I ever get to feeling as I once did, of course it is short lived, and once up and about in the morning, my MS body reverts back to my normal MS body, and we start all over gain.
On the late evenings this happens you will catch me praying to God or whoever is listening to please let me still be like this in the morning when I wake up, but it never ever is. If only it was something that would just fizzle out as quickly as it came.