Columns DISabled to ENabled – a Column by Jessie Ace How ‘Pirates of the Caribbean’ Reminded Me of Life With MS How ‘Pirates of the Caribbean’ Reminded Me of Life With MS by Jessie Ace | May 25, 2021 Share this article: Share article via email Copy article link The other night I was watching the “Pirates of the Caribbean” series, my favorite film box set, and it occurred to me how similar life with multiple sclerosis feels to life on a pirate ship. A particular scene sparked this idea. Two pirates were happily mopping the boat while singing sea shanties. They went about their duties without a care in the world. Suddenly, the music faded and silence filled its place. The pirates sensed a change. Fog surrounded the ship as the sky turned dark. A loud BOOM struck out of nowhere. The pirates stopped what they were doing, and looked at each other in confusion. “What was that?” one asked the other, curiously looking around for the cause. Another BOOM rocketed through the ship, sending vibrations through the boat and ripples across the sea. The pirates threw their mops to the floor and clung to each other, fearing the worst. The rhythmic BOOMs continued, becoming louder and louder until, out of nowhere, gigantic tentacles encompassed the ship. Within minutes, the newly mopped decks had been abolished by the tremendous kraken, leaving nothing in its wake. The pirates and the ship were gone. You may be wondering, why did this remind you of MS, Jess? Because for a long while, I was like the pirates at the beginning of the story. My MS was stable, and nothing ever happened. In many ways, I felt like a fraud, like I was too well to be ill. I went about my day in a lah-de-dah way, taking everything my body could do for granted. I ate whatever I wanted without caring too much about the effect it would have on my body. It didn’t matter if I didn’t exercise that day. Skip forward to this year, and I feel like I’ve had my most challenging year yet, even though it’s only May! A few months ago, my hands suddenly felt burnt for no reason, I went numb from the neck down, I’d get tingles down my spine whenever I looked down, and recently, my leg just decided to switch off. I couldn’t lift it or walk. Combined with the tablets I was taking for numbness, it looked like I was drunk (without the fun part of actually drinking). It was not fun. “What the heck is this?” I thought. I realized at that moment how much I’d taken my former stability for granted. I was a happy, carefree pirate until the kraken, aka MS, found me, surrounded my ship, and took me down without warning, just like our poor pirate friends in the film. Has a film ever reminded you of MS? Let me know in the comments below. *** Note: Multiple Sclerosis News Today is strictly a news and information website about the disease. It does not provide medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. This content is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Always seek the advice of your physician or other qualified health provider with any questions you may have regarding a medical condition. Never disregard professional medical advice or delay in seeking it because of something you have read on this website. The opinions expressed in this column are not those of Multiple Sclerosis News Today or its parent company, BioNews, and are intended to spark discussion about issues pertaining to multiple sclerosis. Print This Page About the Author Jessie Ace Jessie is the host of the DISabled to ENabled podcast and author of the "ENabled Warriors Symptom Tracker" book. She's also an illustrator working with MS charities and magazines worldwide. She’s interviewed paralympians, radio DJs, chronic illness bloggers, marathon runners, and more. Jessie, based in the U.K., was diagnosed with MS at 22 years old and was told by a doctor to "go home and Google it" to find out what MS was for herself. Her own experience of being newly diagnosed so young was negative and scary, so she fills the internet with positivity for other anxious MS Googlers to stumble upon. Comments Alison McLachlan Strangely uplifting - I guess to know that 'we're all in this mess together'. I'm in a fair place At The Moment, but can Never take Anything for granted...that ship is fragile, you're right. Reply Jessie Ace Thank you and you're right the ship is fragile, we often forget this and become happy pirates that grow complacent and forget everything else. #StayENabled - Jessie Reply Ladybug Red Hello Jess, What was the medication that you were given for numbness of your leg. My doctor always says you just to have to work through it. I don't think he has a clue what to do for MS Thank you Reply Jessie Ace Hi, it was called Amitryptiline, I'm not sure if that's the UK name for it or if you have that in the US? Strength exercises I found on YouTube helped me more I think. Does that help? #StayENabled - Jess Reply Glenda Yes, it (MS) catches you completely unaware. You’re the only other person I’ve known to complain of burning hands. My husband says that I’m going to spontaneously combust they are so hot, and that reminds one of X-men. I feel like I could throw fire, not with my eyes, but with my hands. Reply Jessie Ace It's a weird sensation, isn't it? My hands aren't hot though it just feels really tight like they've previously been burnt. Strange, like your X-men analogy! I need to watch that again, maybe it'll inspire another article :) #StayENabled - Jessie Reply Jenny Orlov Hello. My hands felt as if they were burning for about 10 years during my early MS days. This is my 25th year with MS. The hands no longer ‘burn’ but feel numb and are weak. Reply Brian It can always, always be worse! Reply Jessie Ace Exactly Brian :) - Jessie Reply Kim Ahmed Haha...perfect analogy! I feel the same way. Yeah, let’s just NOT release the Kraken. Reply Jessie Ace In an ideal world, the Kraken will be banished forever! :) - Jess Reply Paula I experienced the same thing.... numbness from neck down, tingling spine... new way of life Reply Jessie Ace Strangest thing I ever experienced for sure! Hope you're ok Paula. #StayENabled -Jess Reply Charles Lumia Lol I love the drunk analogy for our walking. It's walking like we're drunk but without the fun of actually drinking :D Reply Jessie Ace So true, right? :) Reply Julie TERMINATOR (1st movie) Sarah Connor is living a simple life at the start of the movie. As it progresses, she is being relentlessly stalked by Arnold Schwarzenegger at an exhausting pace. This is a very simplified statement to sum up the movie. MS pursues our bodies like this at times until we are exhausted and overcome. Then the exacerbation occurs where we are finally caught by our own “terminators.” If you recall, Schwarzenegger turns out to be a good guy and is helping to keep Sarah protected as she runs from her Terminator. In one scene, Arnold says his famous line, “I’ll be back!” We know that even when the exacerbation is over and life settles down again, our Terminator will be back eventually. Reply Jessie Ace Love that comparison, Julie! And that line at the end is definitely MS. I've never actually seen terminator - maybe I should?! #StayENabled - Jessie Reply L. Joanne Mooney When I was diagnosed 26? years ago I devised a Five F attitude: 1.Faith 2.Freestyle (I swim several times a week) 3.Forget about it (just keep on keepin' on) 4."F' it" and 5.Fiddle Dee Dee My mom is from outside Savannah GA and the old family homestead was actually used in "Gone with the Wind". It made sense that I adopt 2 famous lines from that movie The first is when Scarlett is getting dressed, Mammie is pulling the girdle strings tighter(which is the sensation I had when my symptoms first presented). Mammie admonishes Scarlett to eat breakfast and she scornfully replies "Fiddle dee dee" And then the iconic line from Rhett Butler, "Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn!" My ability to preform at an independent fairly normal level is my daily Oscar. Reply Leave a comment Fill in the required fields to post. Your email address will not be published. Your Name Your Email Your Comment Post Comment
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