Communication in relationships is crucial when living with MS
How my boyfriend's love helps me navigate life with the condition
After I was diagnosed with relapsing-remitting multiple sclerosis (MS) in 2016, I thought I’d never find a partner who understood the complexities and nuances of my condition. For years, I wondered, “If I can barely comprehend the knowns and unknowns of living with MS, how could anyone else?”
Oh boy, was I wrong.
When I first met my partner, Marcus, I wasn’t sure when the right time would be to share my diagnosis, but I knew that if we were going to build a life together, he needed to know sooner rather than later.
Desiree Lama and her partner, Marcus Silva. (Photo by Manuela Lama)
I eventually snuck it into a conversation about our experiences with COVID-19 and explained that my first bout with the virus was intense, lasting about a month. In this rant, I revealed that having MS didn’t help my case of COVID-19. Marcus couldn’t have been more accepting of my condition.
Shortly after we met, we moved in with each other, and I knew he would see me at my worst and best. Before him, I’d never been in a serious relationship and had shared my daily struggles with only my mom, brother, aunt, and best friend. Even then, when I tried to express my feelings, I could never formulate an accurate description of my current state of health. Being open and communicative about my everyday challenges with my boyfriend has been a learning curve.
Even though I still struggle to find the right words during a crisis, Marcus is patient, kind, and understanding. I constantly remind myself, however, that one of the keys to maintaining a loving and healthy relationship is communication. Unspoken words can lead to misunderstandings and frustration.
Many times my MS symptoms get the better of me and everything feels too overwhelming, leaving me in tears. In those instances, Marcus holds me tightly until my tears subside, and his smile lets me know that everything will be OK. Being held by someone you love can make the world — and even MS — momentarily quiet. Embracing and accepting my boyfriend’s love has made living with this condition a lot less lonely and isolating, especially when my family is in a different city.
Just as the seasons change each year, love also transforms and grows, and my MS journey regularly shifts direction. There may not be a cure for MS, but for me, unconditional love from my person is the next best thing.
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