I Did Not See That (Ulcer) Coming

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Like most of you, I take medication for my multiple sclerosis. Copaxone is my medication of choice, though I have recently switched to the generic version, glatiramer acetate. I’ve taken shots every day for years, so I was thrilled when the dosage dropped to three days a week. Fewer injections, fewer ouchies, fewer adverse reactions, fewer needles to deal with when I travel.

A decent amount of scar tissue has developed in my “shot spots.” The area with the most damage also happens to be my favorite place to get shots. My abdomen is easy to reach — the contortions required to access my hips and the backs of my arms are laughable, and occasionally involve cramping — and hurts the least.

At least, that was the case until a few weeks ago.

I was sitting on my bed with a baseball game on TV and my shot paraphernalia on a sterile towel across my knees. I automatically loaded the injector while the ice pack did its thing. Swipe the alcohol wipe, pop the red tip off the gizmo, push the needle in, and pow.

There was the usual sting, but a few seconds later, my entire abdomen turned bright red and started itching like crazy. I assumed I had hit a blood vessel and would have a monster bruise for a couple of weeks. But a few days later, the pain was still bad, to the point where I had to keep ice packs on the injection site. At one point, it felt like I was being stabbed repeatedly with a needle.

I knew I needed to see a doctor when the tissue changed color. Quick care couldn’t treat it, but the doctor on call gave a very satisfying hiss and said, “Girl, you really did a number on yourself, didn’t you?” The urgent care doctor gave me antibiotics and told me to see a dermatologist for “necrosis.”

I’ve been to the dermatologist twice since then, with another visit or two to go. The official diagnosis is “superficial ulceration.” There’s some information in Encyclopedia Britannica about ulcerations, but I’ll give you the nitty-gritty here. (Don’t worry — there aren’t any icky photos.)

According to Encyclopedia Britannica, an ulcer “is a lesion or sore on the skin or mucous membrane resulting from the gradual disintegration of surface epithelial tissue. An ulcer may be superficial, or it may extend into the deeper layer of the skin or other underlying tissue. An ulcer has a depressed floor or crater surrounded by sharply defined edges that are sometimes elevated above the level of the adjoining surface. The main symptom of an ulcer is pain.”

But wait, there’s more! “The main causes of ulcers are infection, faulty blood circulation, nerve damage, trauma, nutritional disturbances including thiamine or other vitamin deficiencies, and cancer.”

My guess is that because of my injections, the site “gradually disintegrated.” Either I injected too close to injured tissue or I hit a blood vessel, compromising the blood flow. The trauma of one or both things caused the ulceration.

I have to clean the area every night with a one-to-one mix of distilled white vinegar and water and keep a thick layer of Aquaphor over the site. I cover the wound with nonstick gauze pads that I change two to three times a day.

During my last visit to the dermatologist, they treated it with silver nitrate (which is about as fun as it sounds) to speed up the healing process. It seems to be working, but it’s taking a long time to heal. The injury occurred six weeks ago, and the doctor said it’ll likely take three months to fully heal.

I’ll have a gnarly scar when it’s over, which is no big loss. My modeling days are behind me.


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This is truly awful. I am sorry you are going through this and I have no doubt there is more going on than words can express. I started copaxone last month and I already feel like I am injecting in the same spots. I don't know how anyone can do this for years and daily! I will pray for your skin to heal!!

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Jamie Hughes

Thanks much for the kind words and prayers, Chris. Honestly, injections aren’t terrible after you get used to them, and I’ve been doing this for nearly a third of my life without incident, nothing more than a bruise. This was such an odd aberration that I felt the need to write about it here because if it happens to another patient, there will be something in the Google results.

My husband and I were on vacation in Charleston a few years back, and he got sunburned on his back. The next day, he was okay. The morning after, however, he got in the shower and started screaming. He had something people call “hell itch.” It’s a genetic thing, and people who have it say it feels like an army of fire ants are trying to chew their way OUT of your skin. Well, I got on my phone and searched for all I was worth. I found several sites that said to stand under hot water (because the body can only process one kind of pain at a time apparently), and hot water on a sunburn was less awful than the itch. Then I found that a combo of aspirin, oral Benadryl, and peppermint oil diluted in water (daubed on the skin) might help. It did! If people hadn’t posted their stories and discoveries on blogs and websites, our vacation would have been ruined.

When this happened, it was unsettling, but it’s healing now, and I’ll only have a scar to show for it. I’m glad I have a forum here to post the story so it can help anyone else who finds him or herself in the same situation!


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