Columns

Forget Me Knots

At work a couple of weeks ago, I met a man who works with Christians in the Middle East. He is training leaders who are taking on the challenge of leading small house churches in a nation that is openly hostile to the faith. I was simply amazed by…

Taking a Flu Day

Going to bed late and sleeping is reportedly aĀ marker of intelligence. In that case, I am definitely something of a genius. So, it’s always a shock when I have to get up in the morning. I’ve spent a lifetime avoiding it! I’ve lived in such a form…

I’m Too Tired to Write Tonight

Please forgive me, but I’m too tired to write tonight. My wife had surgery last week, so I’ve been doing a couple of things that I haven’t done much in the 42 years since our wedding: shopping and cooking. (Well, making Harris Teeter ready-to-heat meals, that is. For…

SPMS and the Continuum of Acceptance

Some days are hard, while others are still harder. Then there are days that bring you to your knees. I am kneeling. Pain ricochets through my body like a pinball machine on tilt. Flashing lights dance as if to announce the imminent. “Danger, Will Robinson!” I hit…

MS Does Not Excuse Poor Behavior

This is a difficult column to pen. I am an open heart, yet critically examining myself, and my troubling behavior is onerous. The ego is not impartial. I have written several articles discussing the emotional toll of multiple sclerosis and chronic illness. By the comments and messages received,…

PPMS Suddenly and Spontaneously Surges My Symptoms

When I was diagnosed in 2010 with primary progressive multiple sclerosis (PPMS), I didnā€™t know what to expect. It quickly became apparent that my doctors didnā€™t know, either. Iā€™m sure they could have given me some scenarios of what my future might be…

A Black Mark for the Black Cab

Sorry, this story is definitely parochial and about being disabled, rather than narrowly focused on having MS. It also turns out to be somewhat celebratory ā€” albeit starting from a criticism. Before I get to that, a bit of history. The blackĀ cab is an international symbol for London like…

MS Patients Capture the Ear of a Pharma Company

People with multiple sclerosis (MS) rarely get the opportunity to talk to the people who design their medications. But a new collaboration is providing that opportunity to a few of us. The Accelerated Cure Project for Multiple SclerosisĀ (ACP) and pharmaceutical manufacturer EMD Serono have begun working together…

Circumvention Tourism, Revisited

In a previous column, I wrote about circumvention tourism, in which patients travel to another country to access a medical treatment that is unavailable in their home country. I wrote it in response to someone in the MS community who promoted travel to an offshore island…

Pill Stopper: Why Iā€™m Off My Meds

I’m not taking all the medication I’ve been prescribed. Chances are, youā€™re not either. Medication nonadherence,Ā or not taking medicine as prescribed, is a thing ā€” a big thing. According to a columnĀ in The New York Times,…

Buddy, Can You Give Me a Lift to the Doctor?

Is getting from home to a healthcare appointment a pain in the butt for you? Do you have to search for someone to take you? Do you haul yourself into your car and hope that you can find a nearby parking spot? Is public transportation impossible to find where…

October Is National Disability Employment Awareness Month

Everything can be more challenging when you have a disability, and being part of the workforce can add even more challenges. The month of October is National Disability Employment Awareness Month (NDEAM), and according toĀ the U.S. Department of Laborā€™s website, this year’s theme is ā€œAmericaā€™s Workforce: Empowering All.ā€…

What the World Needs Now is Books

After reading more than a few articles about how social media demolishes our attention span, prevents us from forming healthy real-world relationships, and causes higher-than-normal rates of depression, stress, and insomnia, I decided to cut way back on screen time. And you know what? I donā€™t miss Facebook and…

Don’t Turn Anything Down!

At the start of all of this, when I was laid low in the hospital by what turned out to be sclerosis, I was visited by my mate Nigel. He is the king of sclerosis (I’ve written about our “ill” starred bromance in this column)Ā and he offered this…

MS-related Insomnia is Exhausting

I do not sleep well. Ever. I have tried a myriad of meditations and medications, yet sleep evades me. It is 2:30 a.m. and infomercials are taking over the airwaves. My knowledge of everything Ginsu knives is overrated. (Pro tip: If you wait until the end they always offer…

Neglecting Your Dental Hygiene Can Hurt Your MS

Dental hygiene is not a high priority for some people. Brushing, flossing, dental checkups, and cleanings are often overlooked or avoided. For those with a disability, keeping up with a dental care routine can be incredibly challenging. While the energy expended to ensure proper dental care can increase fatigue,…

The Morning After the Night Before

Last Wednesday morning didn’t go according to plan. I’m lackluster every Wednesday morn because Tuesday nights are myĀ regular work gig at London’s Comedy Store. I laugh too much, drink too much, and don’t get home till about 11:30 p.m. Still, I had a good sleep. My new…

Serious DMTs Need Serious Care Coordination

Ocrevus (ocrelizumab) is a serious disease-modifying therapy. It has the potential to deliver a major blow to a patient’s MS, but it also carries the possibility ofĀ severe side effects. The protocol for Ocrevus requires different doses on different infusion dates, following a specific treatment schedule. It’s also…

Navigating Roadblocks with SPMS

I saw my neurologist earlier this week. After my work-up, we sat and discussed how well I manage my multiple sclerosis. How well? No comment. Suffice it to say this disease is a worthy adversary. I have been feeling a little funky since that appointment. I have been looking to…

The Power of the Patient Advocate

Every life has purpose. Every voice has power. I decided long ago to speak my truth. My advocacy journey has inspired me to share my experiences courageously, and to embrace all that I am. Advocacy is defined as public support for, or recommendation of, a particular cause or…

Wearables Focus on Tracking Your Health

I never thought I’d want a wearable internet device until I got an Apple Watch for my birthday. One of its neat apps tracks the laps that I swim, the steps that I (try to) take, and my pulse rate. The watch can even link up with some high-tech…

What the Scan Said (and What It Didn’t)

A couple weeks ago, I went to my neurologistā€™s office early for my annual MRI. Itā€™s never a pleasant experience. Even after 14 years, itā€™s still as unsettling as it was the first time. Itā€™s not the tightness of the space that gets me or the sensations and sounds.

A Pain in the Back, Part 2

Second in a series. Read part one. Last week,Ā I wrote about solving my back problems by purchasing aĀ mattressĀ topperĀ for my bed. It was a good thing, too, as I was going into the hospital for a lumbar puncture. It was as if I planned it; well, my…

Pharma Exec Calls a 400 Percent Price Hike ‘Moral.’ Is it?

Is quadrupling the price of a medication “moral”? One pharmaceutical CEO not only thinks so,Ā but he also says it’s a “moral requirement.” The medication is liquid nitrofurantoin, an antibiotic mixture that’s primarily used to treat bladder and urinary tract infections. Since UTIs can be a problem for people…

I Have MS and I Am Beautiful

Having just written about uninvited commentary, I found this gem too awesome not to share. I went to the grocery store in my requisite San Francisco Giants cap and Ray-Ban sunglasses. Upon leaving, I chatted with the checker about the usual inane topics. Knowing my health status, she asked…